I miss so much about you. I miss the endless conversations. I miss how you were interested in and wanted to know my thoughts and how I felt. I miss your sense of humor. I miss you allowing me to be me. I miss your smile, eyes and even more so your voice. I miss the way you loved me. I miss our friendship and so much more. I miss your patients and understanding, and just listening. I miss your spirituality. I muss no matter how hard life was, you made it easy to deal with . No other man can hold a candle next to you. Truly

Lily and I spent to much time together, its still hard to believe he is gone. We really connected. I miss him keeping me up all night just talking about everything and anything, and it happened quite often. I miss the communication. I miss fishing with him. I miss watching him fish, he really was in his element, he was so graceful. Lol, if a person could be graceful fishing, it was him. I miss his quick witted back handed compliments, he made me laugh. I miss all the little things, that mattered so much, the things that only costed a little bit if personal time. People he impacted thier lives still come to me and say how much they miss him. I know he knew how much he was loved and accepted. I hope he knows, he is thought about often and dearly missed.

Kelly, I still think of you every minute of every day, I miss you so much. I just don't know how to get over you, I think to myself, living my life and being happy is the best way to honor your memory, but it isn't easy, trying to live live without you by my side. Moving on with life , feel like I am leaving you behind. I love, that will never change, you have shown me what love should be, I will not settle for less than I had with you.