Lily and I spent to much time together, its still hard to believe he is gone. We really connected. I miss him keeping me up all night just talking about everything and anything, and it happened quite often. I miss the communication. I miss fishing with him. I miss watching him fish, he really was in his element, he was so graceful. Lol, if a person could be graceful fishing, it was him. I miss his quick witted back handed compliments, he made me laugh. I miss all the little things, that mattered so much, the things that only costed a little bit if personal time. People he impacted thier lives still come to me and say how much they miss him. I know he knew how much he was loved and accepted. I hope he knows, he is thought about often and dearly missed.